Disburden Disciple＜限定盤/Orange Gatefold Vinyl＞

"There's a time and a place/Where everything is real/And all I got to do/Is make you see me...." This stanza from "Consume Me," the laid-back, bass-down funk groove that fills the second track of Disburden Disciple, is perhaps its centerpiece lyric. From here all things having to do with love, its loss, its pain, the annihilation of the lover and the beloved in its undoing, and the resuscitation of them both are what permeate this record. This disc, with its obsessive, lacerating lyrics, deep musical textures, and spatial caverns is the result of a number of years of work and is a complete 180 from Living Jarboe's last outing, the terrifyingly beautiful Anhedoniac. This is the first of three recordings in this series. Disburden Disciple is a more poetic record. From the suffocating two-word themes in "Bound" ("Drug free/Smoke free/Booze free/Love bound/Debt free/Disease free/Guilt Free/Love bound"), where drum machines kick home a groove accented by turntables and beat boxes before the guitars climb over the top halfway through, to Jarboe's voice singing it out, there is no screaming, no need to shriek when your heart is on fire and smoldering in the ashes of slavery to a love(r) that possesses body and mind as well. This is the joy of drowning. And she can get into the dark space where the small voice crying for balance resides and lets it open up enough to underscore this many pleasured, many pained prison of desire (love, romance, sex). Disburden Disciple reveals a Jarboe not seen or heard before. On "Dear 666," as guitars and tom toms are punctuated with what sounds like the cocking of a machine pistol and a bass is covered over in its own lower poetic excesses, Jarboe offers herself freely, speaking to a Satan she's been given over to, speaking with the rage of the powerless, the seductive ballad of the voiceless, of Pauline Reag's O. She can hold the greasy, dirty soul and offer both sides of the irony of cruelty. This isn't powerful; it's shattering. Recorded in Atlanta and Israel during a full-scale war, and featuring musicians from both places, Jarboe proves a very effective bandleader with an elegant, dramatic sense of dynamic and pace. Her poetics are unspeakably beautiful. Unspeakable because she gives utterance to the unmentionable, to the wound, the scar, the empty cavity, or, as Maurice Blanchot has said, "The disaster, which, when it comes, does not come." Or perhaps Jarboe knows all along that, as Edmond Jabes states so plainly, "Mark the book with a red marker, for in the beginning, the wound is invisible." Atmospherics bring the listener deeper into a world she has not seen before, or if she has, she hasn't confessed it. This is the world Jarboe inhabits not only for herself, but for all those empty faces who've never spoken their brokenness, their missing selves, their suffocation in the act of love: "Breathe in my open mouth/Give me your kiss of life/Breathe on my open heart/Lead me out from the dark/Here are the jars to save the blood." On "Scorpion," a spoken word piece where swirling guitars and a slow, codeine-lidded bassline offer a tightrope, Jarboe walks out so tenderly, so unprotected, so full of her own disappearance and without malice. Rhythms slip under and rub against each other, first subtly then blatantly: "The price for intimacy and vulnerability/Is the ability to inflict and receive pain/So you have warned me how to pull back/I rub my eyes with silk threads/While knowing full well that venom is addictive." On Disburden Disciple Jarboe's musical reach is boundless. From the aforementioned grooves and stretches where electric guitars and scratched phrases meet and dance to the Brechtian pathos of "Golden Idol," where a resurrected Marlene Dietrich sings lovingly to a ghost of the image of Kurt Weill. And in the backing soundscapes, the truth makes its voice heard: out of the throats of wolves (yes, really). The poetic experimentation on "The Seance" offers the spirit of Ju to be continued...